What’s worse?
Loving someone who doesn’t love you
Despite all that you physically do for them and the mental disabilities that arise over time as you do more and more for them as they seem to not care or brush it off with a shrug
Or
Focusing on yourself and missing so many possible great things in life because you’re so focused on creating a life that you feel you deserve or need inorder to spite someone else who has hurt you. Leaving you feeling empty and alone in the end with riches but nobody to share it with or anyone to leave it to since you burned all your bridges chasing this “comeup”
Or
Killing yourself daily in multiple full time jobs (just over broke) to provide the bare minimum to your family who seems to rely on you to do everything and provides little to no financial help and complains about all that you’re not doing for the family or how you need to spend more time with the kids or your spouse. Them complaining that you’re always too tired or here physically but gone mentally to the point it feels like they are talking or interacting with an empty shell.
What’s worse than any option you have in life leading to unhappiness unless you’re selfish and focused on just yourself and proud of not ever being with anyone?
Divine time 