I don’t belong here. This world constantly makes it harder than it needs to be for anyone to do anything to make a change. I have had a goal since I was young to be kind, loving, and be an example to those who come in contact with me to see what authentic love is.
Daily, I’m reminded that people don’t care, will use you for selfish reasons, abandon you when they can’t use you anymore, or slander you out of fear of being exposed. This world has very few people that will lend a helping hand to others without seeking any type reciprocation. They are so fast to list what they did for you and why you should or need to do x,y, and z for them.
For about 4 years now I realized that I have no support in anything that I do unless it somehow benefits someone else. Since I started my podcast I have asked family to share and support it to help get it seen and into the algorithm. 4 years later, I would still need to consistently ask for them to share it. Their idea of support is being on it from time to time… it helps with their mental but it does nothing for the messages that are being taught.
However, if it were to put money in their pocket they will publicize it on everything and get the word out to as many as possible. Friends and Family have to values or true meaning anymore. It’s just a physical thing without sentimental value or beliefs that align with all parties. The world has become such a place that what’s evil is deemed as good and what’s good is deemed as evil now. Although, I realize now that there is no such thing as good nor evil and it’s all energy. Even with it being energy, karmic debt is real.
I have been through many stressful and trying times in my life. Seen many deaths and lost many people (just waiting for my number to be called at this point) just to solidify my level of loneliness. Which became a major contributor to relearning to love myself and find peace in being alone. Upon looking in myself and coming to the realization that nobody will be there for you like you. I noticed that I need to do things for me and only rely on myself.
That’s the only way to live a life without disappointment in others. Take on full responsibility for the things that transpire in my life. For far too long I have been used as someone else’s come up, a distraction or place holder as my life stays stagnant because I’m helping others more than myself. Just for everyone to get what they need and leave then play like I wasn’t a part of it or that everyone around them (including me) was what was holding them back. I’m not mad to be with other people. Some of us are meant to be alone so that we don’t have distractions to hinder us from our growth and success.
What are your thoughts?
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